well dontcha just hate times like this. when everything just piles and piles from everyaspect of ur life right on top of u. and thonly person who can talk u through it is needing ur help just to keep them from fallign apart. just means its time for the mask, even tho halloween is over. ya gotta push ur things to the side and drag them behind the people u would rther carry becuz its so much easier to do. Then when everythign is said and done, who is there to give u a hug acknowledging what uve done...noone. But u dont need it right??? uve built urself up by staying strong by urself with noone to have noone to hold and noone to hurt u. ur not scared of being alone. but when it gets lonely, its a storm of acid rain just eating at u with no remorse and then all of a sudden ur not strong anymore. u crumble little by little and sooner or later u'll fall...i think i'ma about to fall...